Scottsboro

I’m reopening this up. I just want to go visit Jerry and his wife. Since I’m not a shopper, the luggage place doesn’t sound appealing to me.

At some point, I’d like to send my kids to space camp in Huntsville or wherever it is in AL, which I don’t think is too far from where Jerry lives.

I don’t see myself going here to visit Jerry for the sake of my marriage. This isn’t going to happen, so I’m not going to even put this as a goal anymore.

Scottsboro has 2 triathlons this year that I’m interested in doing. We’ll have to see. They are both sprints. It would be nice if Jerry did these with me. I doubt that my family would come to either of these.

One would coincide really well with my Atlanta trip, provided I make the money I need in my trading to go to Atlanta.

Henry tentatively said I could go, which is really nice.

Jerry said he would look to see if anyone has a bike they can lend me so I don’t have to ship my bike.

I was wanting to do 2-4 sprint triathlons this year to prepare for the Olympic triathlon early next year. I thought these would be good training ground. 2 in AL and 1 in AZ and maybe one in CA.

Let’s just see how my first triathlon goes in March.

It really would be great to do the AL triathlons with Jerry. He’s a faster runner & cyclist than me. He’s probably overall much better in all 3 events, but it’s just doing this with someone that would be so great.

Hope everything works out for all of us to be able to do this together without incident. It would be nice to see Jerry, his wife, daughter and where he lives.

I had this dream last night—note this is a DREAM, not reality. That this was sometime in the future. Not sure where my husband and kids were. I looked like I was already at my goal bodyfat because I looked pretty hot. It looked like me but a slender, curvateous, athletic knockout.

Anyway, I was needing to do some business with Jerry, one of my best friends. We have this thing between us that is a bit friendlier than normal, but that’s okay.

He introduces me to his staff, which I already knew from pictures and him talking to me about them over the years. I’m in his building with him as we tour the facilities. Then, we were in this room together. He forgot to totally close the door.

He pulled me close to him and gave me this super passionate kiss. I didn’t resist and we were all over each other. His partner (the female one) saw us and said nothing. We didn’t notice that she had seen us because we were too involved with each other. Jerry’s a doctor and his partners are also doctors and they share a practice together.

I don’t remember much else about the dream.

I really miss Jerry a great deal. Though we communicate on a somewhat regular basis, it isn’t enough. He is a wonderful friend and we have such a great connection even in unspoken words.

We come from similar yet very dissimilar worlds. I’m sort of wild compared to him, but not really. He inspires me a great deal to be better than who I think I am. He has such a great trust and belief in me.

He is an awesome person. I wished we lived closer instead of nearly 1800 miles apart.