nastesha

you love it for a second….and cant forgive for all your life…
it is first place i have ever spoke english…..it is first place i had thought i love…...it is first place i have been ever making love….it is first place i have felt free….

i spent 8 years in there…..and i still dont know this place
it is all just about moving..running..dying..and feeling alive..and stoping for a second and than again..around..just trying find a place where you belong…but in the end – the middle of no where, you dead, noboby cares,and all for what??no answer here…..and than again…..it is all about moving..
every single day you are just trying to stay alive to breath to be better, just for fun..
after a while, you dont have any feeling..or all of them together…..it is doesnt matter, cause you are here,,,
and than you understand that it was the best, but you will never go back…because you wanna live but not survive….