so whitman turned out to not be what i expected… i thought it would be dream college, but it wasn’t. and yet, i am having second thoughts about going to mount holyoke… is it right for me? is whitman right for me? should i even be at college? how will this decision affect my life? i don’t know. college is so… far away. and they’re both on the extremes… washington and massachussets… i wish i could stop time and slowly think of all the possibilities… but i guess i’m running out and typing this is wasting even more time… the people at whitman are so interesting, if i go, i’d go for the student population, if i didn’t go it’d be for the academics and overall state of the campus, for mhc, if i go, it’d be for resources, opportunities… if i didn’t it’d be for the people, they’re so boring!!! but for my future, i guess it’s my best bet. sigh…