Kanard
Texas
Worth visiting!
It doesn’t matter how many phone calls I get, how many e-mails or replies, I fell in the whirlpool and I keep going down down down while everybody stays in the surface minding their own business.
Maybe I need isolation for a while but then why do I feel so sad.
I have no reason to be, maybe I’m just tired.
I wish I could sleep trough it and wake up in another page.
I’m down here …hellooooooo!
Where did my happy place go? All I see is ruins.
amont
Thousand Oaks
... Definitely look up! :)
You mentioned in your original post that maybe you need isolation. In my experience, being alone only made me feel worse. I know when you feel lonely, it seems impossible to look up. Even so, please try and reach out to your closest friends and family so you don’t find your world getting darker and darker. You don’t have to ask for much, just call a friend and ask if they’ll meet you at Starbucks or Baskin-Robins for a few minutes. Being with people you care about will help lift your spirits. :)
Kanard
Texas
It is so true, my tendency is to withdraw when I get the blues, but a bit of effort to get out …and the people I care for do the rest.
Thank you for the encouraging words.
...sweet Princess….you are tired…dream of your happy place…let it find you again…perhaps you are searching too hard=)
Love to you, my friend….it’s late…sleep=)
Just be…just breathe…and perhaps a day or two away alone would be helpful for you to have a talk with your heart?
Dharmagirl
Canada
Our happy , cheerful, ever present , lovely Kanard is feeling Lonely? I am sorry to hear this My Dear! ...I know we all fall in this pit sometimes… some more than others. May sleep come to you soon , and your Happy Place be with you apoun waking, chin up girl , and know you are much loved here on 43things ! :)
hunnypie
Cleveland
I hope you had a good sleep filled with dreams of your happy place and awoke with a smile on your face, knowing that you are loved.
Kanard
Texas
I have to stop fighting the signs of exhaustion and go to bed…
Thanks for the love!
amont
Thousand Oaks
... the above comments… looks like you have many friends here on 43T. I hope that lifts your spirits, just knowing that you are cared about!
:)
